Fashion Institute of Technology

So close yet so far. I'm waiting and waiting for my one year NY residency so that I can attend F.I.T without out of state fees. The fees for out of state is outragous and is almost triple the amount.. might as well go to Parsons if I am paying that much. Until then, I am am gonna take a few transferable classes at BMCC - Borough of Manhattan Community

I am gonna end this blog with these cute riding boots from Frye. Frye isn't my style but I hella want these boots. Perfect for the rainy/snowy weather in NYC - $350

The I in ME!

As the days go by, I am acknowledging that my life has always been about I and ME with the people and things that revolve around me. Did I get the I and Me syndrome from being the youngest sister of two older brothers and an an older sister or was it from being the younger of four in the eyes of two hard working parents that did everything to give us anything and everything? With all the broken hearts of my past, the last has definitely made me shield my feelings and heart to think and live in a world of ME where outsider can't hurt me. The I and ME might consists of being a bitch, mean, "too cool to care" attitude, or all of thee above. But under it all, there is just a girl holding tight to something she doesn't want to lose control of whether it be her self-control, feelings, or heart. How do you let go without losing control of whatever it is that I am holding on so tight of?

I am constantly on the search for something and that something will be yet defined when it comes.


XOX